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Monday, 11 October 2010
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And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.

Sometimes what you're searching for, is right where you left it.
- Sweet Home Alabama
Because that's what people do, they leap and hope to God they
Can fly 'cause otherwise, we just drop like a rock.
Wondering the whole way down why in the hell did i jump?
But here i am, falling. There's only one person that makes me feel like i can fly. It's you.
- Hitch
You can't change who people are without destroying who they were.
- The Butterfly Effect
I can be fun if you want. Pensive, smart, superstitious, brave,
And i can be light on my feet. I could be whatever you want.
You just tell me what you want and i’ll be that for you.
- The Notebook
When I see you're face, there's not a thing that I would change.
Because you're amazing, just the way you are.
Be kind, for eveyone you meet
Is fighting a hard battle.
Because in the end, those who mind don't matter
And those who matter don't mind.
- Dr. Seuss
I just wanna run to you and break off the chains, and throw them away.
I just wanna be so much and shake off the dust that turned me to rust.
Sooner than later, I'll need a savior. I'll need a savior
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Could you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Well, that would be my boyfriend of a year, so yes.Last person you watched a movie with?
Abe, we watched baby mama. (:Do you have self-respect?
Definitly.Who has the power to break you?
I'm not sure. Probably Abe, if anyone.Do you play any instruments? If so, what?
Negative.Who teaches you?
My professors? Hah.Be honest, what do you want to do before you die?
Go skydiving & be happy.
That's alllll.If last person to hurt you apologized right now, what would you say?
It's okay, i love you. ♥Favorite "little kid" movie?
FINDING NEMO WHADDUPPPPP.Is confidence cute?
Yes, yes, yes.Have you been disappointed in the past three days?
Mhmmm.When was the last time you were in a hospital?
Uh, i dunno, a long time ago.How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?:
One.What did you do Friday night?
Uh went out to eat with Abe, then watched movies.Have you ever been caught skipping class?
Um i don't think i've been caught for it, no.Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Abe.The last time you felt broken?
Lastnight.Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
My boyfrienddd.Do you still talk to the person who broke your heart the most?
No.Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
I'm myself around pretty much everyone.
But only a few people know exactly how i am.Are you alone right now?
Yep.Hows your week been?
Not bad, can't really complain.Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
A bunchh.Does anyone know your password besides you?
I think abe does. I've told him at least.If someone wanted to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
I'm a wonderful listener.What's one thing you wish you could take back?
A few things.Do you like falling asleep to the sound of the rain?
YESS. Just no lightening and thunder. =/Have you ever just laid down outside and stared at the stars?
I LOVE that.How'd you get your last bruise?
I ran into a table at work.When was the last time you were laughing so hard you could barely breathe?
Today. (:What is your hair looking like right now?
Straight and down.Think of the most recent person who has hurt you, will you ever forgive that person?
I already did.Are you going to sleep in tomorrow?
Yes! I don't have class until two tomorrow. <33Do you remember what you wore last night?
Uhhh, skinny jeans and white t-shirt.
Sunday, 29 August 2010
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Show me what I'm looking for.
(Short post.)

I would be wrong for me to say;
I don't need that girl by my side, i don't need the girl in my life.
I don't wanna talk it out or hold her when she cries.
I don't wanna say she my kind, i don't wanna say that she's mine.
I don't wanna tell her that i love her more than life, more than life.
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water,
You put your arm around me, for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.
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Lets start out with something oh so clever, can you jerk?
Uh, duhh! (:
Where is the boy you love most?
He isss, idk, out doing something haha.
If there was a large spider in the room, what would do?
I just saw one in here! Now i'm paraniod!
I usually tell dad, but he's not here!!! ):
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Dude, nooo.
Who last told you they loved you?
Abe just texted me to tell me he can't stop thinking about me,
And he loves me, ♥
Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
Haaaaaaaaaah, not at all. He's knows how i am.
When you sleep in your bed, is stuff usually on it?
Nope, just me, my pillow, and blankets.
What color are the pants you're wearing?
I'm wearing white shorts.
If you could play one day over and over, which day would it be?
The day Abe slept over and we got to spend all day and night together.
Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
Of course i have.
Do you have piercings?
None at all, haha, just a tattoo.
What is bothering you?
Nothing whatsoever.
Can you keep white shoes clean?
I can if I wanted to...
What makes you happy?
Abe, family, friends, lacrosse.
Would you change your name?
Eh, it's kind of grown on me i guess.
But it sounds like a guy's name.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can act like your complete self around?
Yes sir i do.
There is a mummy standing behind you. What do you do?
Scream and run.
Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Yes.
What happened at 3:00pm today?
Um, i was with Lex and Dennis!
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Yess, just until Abe comes homeee.
Any plans for next weekend?
KALAHARI. ♥ (I hope.)
Are you happy with the way things are going?
Couldn't be happier.
Do you think this year was better than the last?
Definitly. Much better.
Was there anyone who "made your day"?
Yes, he made my day about ten minutes ago.
Would you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
He's met my parents plenttty of times. They refer to himas their 'son in law'.
Love him, hahaha.
Where were you at nine pm last night?
I was at work.
Why did you last laugh?
Something Abe said to me, hahaha.
Have you ever taken dance classes?
When i was in like 6th grade, lol.
Do you prefer mint, citrus, or cinnamon toothpaste?
Mint.
Is your birthday on a holiday?
Nope, it's a week after 4th of july though!
What were you doing at 3 am this morning?
Laying with Mariah, hah.
Thursday, 26 August 2010
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She rockin' that thang like.

To live is the rarest thing in the world.
Most people exist and that is all.
- Oscar Wilde.
Never look down on someone,
Unless you're helping them up.
This is a story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world.
While she looks so sad in photographs, i absoloutly love her, when she smiles.
(So cute.)
And all that i'm after is a lifer ful of laughter, as long as i'm laughing with you.
All that still matters is love after after, after the life we've been through.
Cuz i know there's no life after you. ♥

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Do you think there is a difference between fucking and making love?
Most definitly.
When was the last time that you were genuinely happy?
I'm pretty happy now, but i'll be even happier Monday when Abe comes home. (:
Detail why you kissed the last person you kissed?
Because he's my boyfriend and i love him.
What would you say if you found out your last ex was in a relationship?
Awesome? Good for you?
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
Uh, nope i don't think so.
How's your best friend?
Wonderfullll.
Who was the last person to text you before you went to bed?
Hilary is texting me now.
Who did you last talk to in person?
Daddddd.
How many people have you held hands with in the past week?
Hah, none.
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
Negative.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes.
Do you need a girlfriend/ boyfriend to be happy?
I can be happy without one, but i've never been happier with mine now.
How many chances do you tend to give people before enough is enough?
Normally two, everybody messes up once.
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I already know he wants to be with me again.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Of course.
It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
See who it is,then answer or silence it. Haha.
Be honest, are you starting to gain feelings towards anyone?
Nope, i only have feelings for one person.
Is there a girl you can tell anything to?
Yes.
Do you know anybody whose last name is a color?
Yes!, Gray (: Lol.
Monday, 16 August 2010
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Maybe someday, we'll live our lives out loud.
Uppppppppppppppdate! :)

I didn't used to, but I've learned to
believe in myself a lot more.
Just because something good ends,
Doesn't mean something better won't begin.
The world is such an ugly place,
But you're so beautiful to me.
We are all in the gutter,
But some ofus are looking at the stars.
I should try to be strong but baby,
You're the right kind of wrong.
You get in the biggest fights with the people you love the most
because those are the relationships you're willing to fight for. ♥
The hardest part isn't finding who we need to be,
It's being content with who we are.
Be strong now, because things will get better.
It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.



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I really hate it when people are constantly criticising everyone else.
I can’t travel on windy roads without getting sick.
When I go on vacation, I always take my laptop with me.
It’s really bad, but I feel totally lost without my computer.
It’s even worse when I’m somewhere without internet access.
I’ve taken surveys when I’ve not been connected to the internet before.
It really pisses me off when video sites take absolutely forever to load.
I’ve paid money to use a public wireless hotspot before.
I picked my current phone because it had a Facebook application on it.
My mum can be a really critical person, but she can’t take it back.
I love it when I see people who have the confidence to wear really outrageous outfits.
I currently have a really bad headache.
I’m taking this survey in order to kill time.
I’m currently not connected to the internet.
I’ll be on a plane sometime within the next 24 hours.
I really can’t stand drinking water that’s at room temperature. It has to be ice cold.
I’m lactose intolerant.
I absolutely love chocolate milk.
One of my best friends lives right by the ocean.
I’ve been swimming in a mountain lake/river before.
I hate swimming in salt water, just because I can’t go underwater.
I’ve recently made plans to see my boyfriend.<--well im always seeing him sooo
I avoid wearing socks as much as I possibly can. I hate having things on my feet.
I’m on some form of birth control.
People have told me that I should probably go to therapy.
I can’t stand the smell of food after it’s been in a backpack.
I hate it when it’s cool but humid outside, as I can never get my outfit right.
I’m currently listening to music through my iPod, and not through my computer.
I’ve filled out surveys while travelling before.
I hate it when you know you need a good night’s sleep, and it just doesn’t happen.
It seems that I’m always shattered when my alarm goes off at seven, but I feel fine if I wake up at that time naturally.
If I get woken up unnaturally, I always get a headache of some sort.
I go running, but I hate entering races. I just like to do that kind of thing for fun.
I’ve made a friend on holiday, and kept that friendship going for several years after.
I still have penpals, and I absolutely love it.
It seems that I always need to go to the toilet when I’m nowhere near a toilet.
I have a really bad craving for a McDonalds burger right about now.
I can’t stand having to wait around for hours at airports with nothing to do.
I’ve had food poisoning so badly that I was sick for 48 hours before.
When I first started my period, I used to be physically sick every single month.
My laptop is currently running on battery only.
The battery life of my laptop is around four hours if I put it on “saver” mode.
I’m currently in a country where the primary language is not English.
Someone asked me to text them today.
That someone was my boyfriend.
Someone recently told me that they’d bought me a gift of some sort.
I absolutely love to hold hands in public.
I’ve been to the movies three times in the last month.
I didn’t see New Moon in the theatres.
I’ve seen several shows on Broadway.
I wish I had the ability to read and understand every language in the world.
But one of my favourite things about going to a foreign country is not being able to understand anything.
I’ve read several books by Bill Bryson before.
I’ve chosen to read Shakespeare for fun, not because it was required for class.
I’m currently wearing a hoody.
I like bolding surveys with interesting statements, not ones like “I’m a girl” or “I have brown hair”.
I won’t take a survey if it has too many spelling or grammar mistakes.
I was never guilty of typing “lYk dIs”.
I can see both of my parents from where I’m sitting.
The song I’m listening to was released over five years ago.
I prefer having my laptop on my lap than on a desk in front of me.
I paid for my laptop myself, with no help from my parents.
My dad doesn’t speak to his parents.
I’m actually really excited for classes to start again.
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The first text message I received today was from a website. (Facebook)
Someone I know currently has a phone that isn’t working properly.
I didn’t eat very much for breakfast this morning.
It’s currently between midday and one pm where I am at the moment.
I speak to a lot of people who don’t live in the same country as me.
I’ve made some really good friends on the internet.
Taking surveys has really become part of my everyday life, thanks to Xanga.
Sometimes, I wonder how different my life would be if we didn’t have the internet.
The sun is shining at the moment.
I’d really love to have an open air swimming pool in my back garden.
I think penguins and ducklings are two of the most adorable animals ever.
It makes me genuinely sad when people eat baby animals.
I can see a white van from where I’m sitting at this precise moment.
I just received a text message.
I have my phone set up to receive texts from Facebook.
It really annoys me when I see public buildings covered in obscene graffiti.
I look too much like my dad for anyone to ever think I was adopted.
My parents really don’t approve of tattoos or piercings.
Whenever I’m travelling, I’m always ridiculously paranoid that I’m going to miss my train/bus/plane.
However, I’m quite good at not showing people that I’m worried about it.
I regularly travel by train.
I hope that it will never be necessary for me to learn how to drive.
It annoys me that people insist on driving really short distances.
Especially when those same people claim to care about the planet.
I’d like to see those people who bitch about the President go out and do a better job themselves.
I haven’t finished reading a book in the last two weeks.
One of my pet peeves is people who rant and complain about things they have no idea about.
Most of the clothes I’m currently wearing are blue and white.
I’m currently too warm, but I’m also too lazy to bother to take my hoody off.
I always double and triple check train and bus times.
I’ve peed at least four times today already.
I’m really looking forward to going to sleep tonight.
I love the smell of really nice aftershave.
I hate seeing people wandering around with really, really greasy hair.
The last person who spoke to me was a male.
I’m currently listening to a song by The Maine.
When I decide I want to buy something, pretty much nothing will change my mind.
I never take my piercings out unless I’m changing them.
If I took my jewelry off every time I showered, I would always forget to put it back on.
I love catching the guy I like looking at me.
Someone recently told me that I was gorgeous.
I hate it when I have to sit next to a total stranger on public transport.
I’ve tried paprika potato chips before, and I really liked them.
I have to get up and go somewhere within the next thirty minutes.
I live within an hour of the ocean.
Sometimes, I can become a real hermit, and not leave the house for days.
My mum is currently sitting opposite me.
It really bugs me when I look forward to something, and it’s not as good as I’d hoped.
I still haven’t seen Toy Story 3.
I thought Inception was a really incredible movie.
I’ll be getting driven somewhere later on today.
The last person I received a text message from was my best friend.
I’ve known my boyfriend for three years, but we’ve been together less than a month.
I don’t even acknowledge “monthsaries” when I’m in a relationship.
I could really go for some food right now, I’m absolutely starving.
My dad isstarting to gogrey already.
So is my mum, actually, but she dyes her hair.
Whenever I make surveys, they’re always inspired by my life at that moment.
Sunday, 15 August 2010
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I'll help you break the walls down.

Missing someone is a part of loving them.
If you're never apart, you'll never really know how strong your love is.
Life comes at you fast, so enjoy what you've got,
And keep what you have.
If you can't find something to live for,
You best find something to die for.
- Tupac Shakur.
La vida es hermosa.
(Life is beautiful)
I believe that two people are connected at the heart &
It doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live;
There are no boundaries or barriers.
If two people are destined to be together, they will be.
What are promises anymore when so many of them
are broken and empty?
Life's like a movie, make your own ending.
- Kermit The Frog.
The best feeling in the world is knowing
that you actually mean something to somebody.
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Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
His shirt, sweatpants, sweatshirt, bracelet. Haha.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
Not one bit.
When was the last time someone called you baby?
Today. ♥
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
Um, my dad like everyday lately.
When was the last time you were really confused?
The other day.
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yep.
Do you have nice eyes?
Everyone says i do, it's like
"Wow youre eyes are soo coool, are they real?".
Uhhh yeaaaah haha.
Were you happy when you woke up?
Eh, sure why not.
Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
I hope so.
What was the last thing you cried about? When?
Literally three minutes ago.
My dad was telling me i couldnt go pick up Abe from the airport,
Asfdsdkjfskfks ugggh.
Would you do anything to have someone back in your life?
No, well, maybe.
Who was the last person that called you?
Sheeeeit, i don't know.
What emotions are you feeling right now?
I miss Abe. That's ALL i've been thinking about lately.
Anyone of the opposite sex on your mind?
All the time.
What are you currently doing besides this?
Listening to music, on facebook.
Any plans for tomorrow?
Work in the am, then idkk.
What's the last thing you ate?
Some chef boyardee thing hahh.
How has this week been?
Ah, idk, it could have been better.
But then again it was really really good too, lol.
Who do you trust the most?
Not at all.
Is someone mad at you right now?
Not anymore.
When was the last time you were sick?
Today.
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
I couldn't be happier.
What upset you the most today?
My dad.
Do you want kids?
Eventually i think.
What color are your nails right now?
Just painted them light pink.
Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Mm yes.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Orange pop.
Name someone that made you laugh today?
Meredith at work, haha.
How late did you stay up last night?
Like 4. Ugh i neeed to start going to bed earlier.
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes, i'd just move to my own place.
Ever kissed under fireworks?
Negative.
What is the last movie you watched?
Blue Crush.
What are you wearing?
Shorts and my "I♥NY" shirt.
Who is the next human you will interact with?
My mom or dad when tey take me to work in the morning.
Do you have a tv in your room?
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I get annoyed when people are constantly crossing things out in bolding surveys
^ Especially when it's something stupid like a band they don't like. WHO CARES?
I'm not a big fan of guys with long hair.
Every episode of Jersey Shore this season has had me dying of laughing
Crackers Jacks are the shit!
I currently feel bad for someone that I usually don't like
Someone suprised me last night
I don't understand how people can go more than a few days without washing their hair
I've been complimented on my teeth recently
I'm not one of those girls who keeps tracks of when their relationships begin and end
My dad is always wearing a watch
I've always been really attracted to hispanic people in particular
I know someone who's baby is due on September 11th
When Law and Order marathons are on everyone knows not to bother me
I always wonder when I'll actually stop doing surveys for good
^ It most likely won't be for a while
Somone I know acts like they can't be happy just because they're single
I hate when I say thank you to customers at my work and they don't say anything back
My ipod is currently being jank
I can't wait until Paranormal Activity 2 comes out
Facebook really doesn't seem as great to me as it used to.
I have plans for tonight that i'm really excited about
Certain songs remind me of being drunk/high
I really don't like Nikki Minaj at all. Where is her talent?
I'm kind of jealous seeing/hearing about everyone go off to college lately
I'm actually pretty excited for fall to start, for once in my life
I hate when I know I have to wake up early and i'm not tired/can't sleep
Being around my younger sibling makes me not want to have children
I need to start shopping for fall/winter clothes
My shampoo smells like coconuts :)
It's so hot in my room some of my makeup is starting to melt
The passlock on my ipod/phone is someones birthdate
I know a few people that have cell phones yet NEVER use them.
Tom Petty = genius
I definitely could use a new hair straigtener
People always seem to think it's okay to push me around, WELL IT'S NOT.
My laptop is connected to the charger a good 95% of the time.
A huge pet peeve of mine is when people hover over me while i'm doing surveys
I'd rather wear no socks than wear socks that don't match
I actually really like the song Take it off by Ke$ha.
Someone owes me big time money right now.
I could really go for a nap right now if I didn't have plans
My sister usually wears the same type of clothes every day
I'm really into crazy fashion but i'm not brave enough to wear any of it.
When I have a drink and it's warm i'll put it in the freezer and wait for
it to get cold instead of putting ice in it.
I miss Lil Wayne and Drake collaborations.
I hate when people think I MUST BE GAY just because I have a friend who is a lesbian.
People at my work are always trying to start shit with everyone.
I used to love picking out buddy icons on AIM.
When I learn a new word I will constantly be looking for ways to put it into a sentence.
I don't tell you how to spend your money so don't tell me how to spend mine!
People are way too picky these days.
I usually don't match my bra and underwear but I am today.
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